FEELING FADE...........
When people change. I stayed the same, you played you games an now ???? maybe we're left with nothing. Oh god aku tahu ini salah sangat salah dan untuk pertama kalinya perasaan tidak tercontrol ini datang, kau tau sulit bagiku untuk jatuh cinta lagi dan you know what type i like. YESSS YOU'RE NOT BOY!!!! What I always wanted you to be here? Like its wrong or am I stupid one? I bet you'd wish that you ain't played me now, because i knew you weren't. Its just my ego and my emotional that i can't cantrol or maybe i can't deny it an the truth for my feelings. Not exactly how the hell wrongs with me. Why you opened all these windows when I try to close up all our doors. Yess emang aku tidak ada hak dan mungkin ini sesuatu yang tidak boleh terjadi.
HER............
I like you in the worst way, and you DON'T get me......... at all.
Kau tau everytime you leave me message, if you keep texting, i wish hoping that i blocked you yet. Karena setiap kali melihat itu aku mencoba untuk yang bodoamet dan melupakan perasaan ini.Sometimes I hope you don't disappoint me with your decisions yeah even i knew there was always her. Aku ga merasa kamu jahat dan jangan berpikir demikian, you know terkadang the harderst part to do is letting you go, but bagi diriku the harderst part to do is admit it (pain) and act like you're ok. So this feeling TOTTALLY WRONG!!!! I put my heart for the wrong place. Tapi mulai sekarang aku tidak akan menunjukan aku baik2 saja di depan dia tapi memang aku baik baik saja tanpa punya perasaan ini ke dia.
CLOSURE........
Maybe i can find some closure to star over....
But thanks to make my heart like boom boom at the first sight again and it was awesome really really like i miss this feeling. I miss to like a boy again, not even eat cause this stupid way and tell and tell WHY HIM? everyminute and everyhours or everytime. The good "standar lo akan kalah dengan lu suka dia tanpa alasan" agree with this word and maybe i will try to something brand new to hide away and forget away. Its almost a closure that i tho. Should fix it.
